I guess time goes on for many people, but today all I can think about is my Carly. Today she is five months old. I often wonder what she would be like now. How big she would be, what kind of personality she would have, if she still would have all her hair and if her hair would be longer. I think of the things she would be wearing at this time. I see babies her age and cry just thinking that is what she would be doing. There is a very empty spot in me that longs for my baby. It's crazy to think it's been five months. This wasn't the five months I had planned on. I look forward with great hope to see her again. Now if my body will just cooperate I pray for a baby. We love you Carly!
These milestones stink! I hate them. I wish I could stop counting how long my baby has been gone, but I can't. I constantly wish i was recording little things in the baby book as I was counting the months. I think about you often. I pray your body will cooperate soon and give you another little blessing! Hugs!
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